Sobs-In-Process...

yup...
the word sobs really have been shouting out loud...
and dont bother looking at someone sobs-ing...
some of us can look at it...
but some others just cant stand any of this...
haiz...
maybe i should say that i didnt manage to avoid the scene...
im the one to be blame for all of this...
if i reacted the other way,i might have save the scene from happening...
my failure to fulfill what i have promise have been broken...
is it true that promises are mend to be broken and secrets are mend to be told.?.
or should it be the other way around.?.
promises are mend to be kept and secrets are mend to be hidden.?.
all in all,i will uphold what im suppose to do...
and clear my past...
the uncleared me...
hidden deep inside of me...
will it be awaken or will it be forever sleeping then.?.
me and me then...
byes...

GUILTY-NESS is calling out for me...

today i have done something which i didn't think of what might happened...
haiz...
so sorry...
i didn't expect the outcome...
and it definitely isn't what i want...
i make someone sobs in front of me...
directly in front of me...
i feel so bad...
and the guilt is hunting me down...
im so scare can.?.
what can i do to pay back...
tell me,ok.?.
anything i could do or say.?.
don't sobs...
just don't sobs...
your tears are like diamonds...
my hearts will break...

Study,study,study...

yup...
peoples out there...
im studying hard...
i have been attending the night study programs...
hahas...
kind of fun...
oh ya...
today have chips and drinks...
hahas...
i ate 5 packets of oreo biscuits...
i think after all this programs,i have to do some exercises...
just kidding only...
anyways,that is all...
byes...
back to study...

为什么.?.

每当我和你在一起的时候,我的笑容总是会挂在我的脸上...
在当时...
我好想把我的脚步放慢,把时间顿时停下来...
连我们的旋律都变得是一样的,空气都变得更清晰更爽朗...
一阵一阵的风便打在我的那从不放下的笑容...
那时的我便没有那么多考虑或烦恼...
而在那时,笑容总是会存在...

当是...
不知从哪天开始,我的笑容变得越来越少...
越来越少...
而到现在,可能都已没了...
或许是从那天我们各走我们该走的路时...
在你转身以后,我便开始后悔...
后悔当初为什么我不多好好的珍惜你,不好好的把你的手拉近...

而...
今天的我的记忆全部都是你...
满满的回忆都有你的痕迹...
我该怎么做.?.
你可否能告诉我.?.
我没犯下什么罪...
而你也没给过我机会...
我懂了...
你没给我机会是因为你要我放弃...
要我彻底的放弃...
你也不希望我越陷越深...
也不希望我掉下无底洞...
而从此爬不起来...
可是你有没有想过我要的不是你对我的判决...
我要的是 . . . . . .

可是...
现在说着已没有用了，事实已成了定局...
我还能做什么呢.?.
i have already lost the smiles that was once alive...
and it might not even return anymore...
just hope that the smiles will come back to me...
我希望的就是以上的笑容...
失望的我便在寻找一道光线...
the imperfect me looking for a way out...

hated my damned life...
don't wish to say anymore...
why must all this fall on me...
i am just me...
not someone who could take everything...
have anyone ever wonder the smiles i put on is fake.?.
the jokes i made are merely trying to cover my sadness.?.
haiz...
anyways...
pissed off...
don't know what to do or even say...
misleading the me inside of me...

Amazing...

guess what people.?.
today have officially marks the day that i studies the longest...
wohoo...
a break through...
never once i believe i could have done it...
i would like to thanks all and...
blah...
blah...
blah...
thanks you...
thanks you...
thanks you...
and i will continue this amazing records...
hahas...
all the best for 'O's peoples...

Gifts & Posters...

yesh...
actually today would be yet another study day...
but guess what.?.
today there is this lesson on CPR...
so after assembly we head toward the indoor sport hall and wait for the course to start...
well,im looking forward to today...
as i planned to study today...
hear properly...
i...
me...
studying leh.!.
hahas...

soon the instructors greeted us and start the lesson...
then we went on with what he taught us...
after that we head back to our class with our CPR kits...
a box of a few items...

and once we reached our homeroom...
Mr Pang came in and give each of us a bar of chocolate...
thanks Mr Pang...
wait...
wait...
wait...
and there is also this exclusive 5A1 2009 poster given to each and everyone of us...
hahas...
5A1...
yeah,horray...
thanks once again...
will post the picture soon...

and lessons after lessons...
soon,it was math...
then miss ong got a shock...
hahas...
so funny...
anyways,time to study already...

after school,went to Hougang Mall for lunch and head back to school for the remedial...
ended the remedial at 4.30pm and i head home...
went home to study...
study,study,study...
that is all...
byes...

GIVE HER FREEDOM...

why.?.
why must another one comes.?.
once pass her and yet another one enter...
just as she was still recovering from the history...
the one that hurt her deep...
so deep that it have yet to recover...
arghz...
don't hurt her anymore...

so...
tell me then.?.
don't come to cause more troubles for her,can.?.
she have nothing left now...
and your now wish to take away her last hope...
her very last hope.?.

and that is...
FREEDOM...

just how many of us could really be free.?.
your are just adding on to a mental weight called stress...
if a heavy weight is added and it couldn't hold on anymore,it will snap...
and at the time,who just who could help then.?.
at the point of time,no matter what your do can solve the problems then...
don't wait till then...

and guess what.?.
i just couldn't help but stare blankly at every incidents that passes...
what could i do then...
im just wondering...
just wondering...
could i have lend my hand and pull her up...
just to save her from this misery...

yesh...
and this is what im going to do...
just to help...
to let her be able to see the clear blue sky and fly freely...
as high as the wind could take her...
and im coming for YOU.!.
byes...

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